Thursday, November 15, 2007

Holidays...


Can you believe the holidays are here!! Thanksgiving is a week away! Where has this year gone!? Wasn't it just yesterday we were celebrating Thanksgiving and Christmas? It is so amazing how time can fly so quickly when you aren't looking!

Aaron starts his job this Sunday...we are gearing up for the weekend! Since Thanksgiving is in LA this year we decided to travel to Little Rock tomorrow and on Monday go straight to Vidalia and not come back to Dallas...it will save us 400 miles.

Because we are going directly to LA from AR we had to find someone to watch the kids for 11 days!! Yikes! Thankfully our friends the Tully's will be able to watch them until next Wednesday, and after that our neighbor’s little girls will take care of them until we return (one week from next Monday)!!!

We have never been away from Merlin & Lucy for that amount of time! I know they will be okay, but they both have abandonment issues (Merlin especially). Whenever we are gone for a few days you would think we had left them for good...they follow us around for days. Almost as if they are making sure we are really there and not going to leave again!

I miss them so much when we travel...I have to be honest when I say the thought of moving and not have a place for them to stay with us really is causing me stress. I may not seem stressed on the outside but it is there...silent on the inside!

There is a kind family that is offering us there spare rooms & extra living room until we sell the house, but they don't have a fence for Lucy & don't want Merlin on the inside...that means we would have to find Merlin & Lucy a place to stay (with strangers) until the house sells and we buy a house. Now this couple's daughter-in-law has offered her fenced in backyard for Lucy (they have a black lab) and that would be fine if Lucy can get along with their dog.

I don’t' know... I really don't want to split us up! I can't explain it, but there is something deep inside me that can't bear the thought of moving to a strange place and not having my kids with me... I know they would be close, but it is already going to be so traumatic for all of us...this might be the straw that breaks the camels back!

I am sure there are some of you who think I am being crazy, but I am sure there are some of you who can relate! It has been really hard...I have to be so careful not to get so discouraged about the house not selling... we haven't even shown it once! There is a deep dark part of me inside that thinks we are making a mistake moving to LR...perhaps the house not showing is a sign!

However, I know we are doing the right thing... I believe God has given us the opportunity and we need to have faith and trust. It is just so disheartening when you haven't even shown your house once in a month!

I have to be so careful what I say to Aaron... I don't want to discourage him! Please pray for me...I really need the encouragement right now!

Okay...well I must get off this thing...I have so much to do today! We are leaving for LR tomorrow morning and won't return for 11 days....I need to get the oil changed in our car...rotate the tires...clean the house because there is a realtor tour set for next Tuesday (hooray our first showing)!! Lots to do and not a lot of time!

I don't think I will be able to update the blog until we return from our trip....so see you in 11(ish) days! :o)

Happy Thanksgiving!

Monday, November 12, 2007

Staying Home


It has been one week since my last job and I am loving it!!! It is scarry to think about NOT bringing home a paycheck, but it is so WONDERFUL to be home taking care of my little family!


Every morning we are able to have breakfest together (which hasn't happened since we lived inthe dorms at college). Not only that but we eat every meal together! It is great!


We are leaving for Little Rock Friday...Aaron starts his new job Sunday! We are really excited about that too!!


We still haven't sold the house...but we did have an answer to prayer...our realtor quit! We didn't have to pay her any fees AND we got another realtor...it is a sister team and they are bulldogs when it comes to selling homes!!! :o)


Well I must get off this thing to take care of my sick hubby... he is coming down with the flu!! YUCK!! More info coming later! :o)

Friday, November 2, 2007

Life....


Life takes unexpected twists and turns...and on this rollercoaster called life one can either enjoy the ride or spend the ride in fear! I am choosing to enjoy the ride!!! I only hope and pray I will continue to enjoy it long after the "effects" of the ride wear off!


As many of you know Aaron and I will be moving to Little Rock, AR this month. I am looking forward to embarking on the new road set before me and because of that road this is my last day at DBU...the place I have been for the last 7 years.


As I look back at the time spent at DBU (as a student and staff member) it brings a smile to my face and tears to my eyes...so many precious memories and friendships were made at this wonderful University! DBU will always hold a special place in my heart! :o)


As I said goodbye to DBU I was reminded of these precious words of blessing (this is my prayer for my DBU family...Oh how I shall miss them all so much), "The LORD bless you and keep you; the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace." Numbers 6:24-26